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*_Dear beloved diary, ......
*_i've been missing a boy so much day after day.
*_i almost dream of him everyday.
*_when`eva i saw him, my heart gonna drop out.
*_do this..... counted as.... love?...... please give me the answer...sigh.
*_i guess.... im in love with love him.
*_im waiting for his call day after day... ... ...
*_im gonna freeze from the coldness he gave me.
*_is he gonna be there forr me? sighh.. .. .. ...
... ... .. from, Karen n Patricia... Enjoy!
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Karen/Patricia [3/31/2005 12:40:00 PM]
HohoHo...
went out wif my ex-colleagues yesterday... =P..there were a total of 11 ppl...desmond took half day leave to join us at cineleisure.. Coz he was working in the morning..he wore till so formal & businessman like...haha...he look as if he was gg to clinch some deals from us...whahaha...
anyway..we went to a jap resturant to have our lunch there..i had Ramen noodles..but as usual..i cant finish them..(aiyo..i always waste food...sinful..~)
after lunch..i suggested gg to ktv..coz i really haf the urge to sIng...! haha..
haiz..its only a pity tat not every1 likes to sing..so we ended up splitting into 2 groups..sadded...some went ktv & some went play pool...siang hong joined us at kbox ard 6pm after his work...
really haf lots of fun at the ktv... =P i really lovE ktv man.. :)
later in the nite at ard 10pm..i received a call from Qinyuan saying tat desmond sae he din sing enuff..so wanna meet up & go K box again..haha...i dun mind.. so we sld be gg K box again on mon.. :)
must go out b4 next tue..coz i gonna start work next tue le..hope tat the ppl there r nice.. :P
ok..i got to do other things le..bye bye~
hope to haf a nice dae todae.. =)
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [3/29/2005 09:22:00 PM]
went to work at wheelocks place wif pRis todaE.. =)
its a 1 day temp job..erm..not bad..quite nice..the ppl there r v nice & its easy but boring job la...
we haf to repeat the process over & over again..& i tink pris & i work so fast...(we r efficient...lol..)..we can go & work again tml..but coz we r fast..we finished everything todae..wOw...
anyway..so nice to work wif pris..its juz the feeling of working at cpf again...haha...& todae realised we r of the same boat...(been thru so much...sob sob...) & of course to my surprise...a lot of ppl dun like tat "mysterious guy"...haha....
tml gg out wif cpf ppl for lunch...i m looking forward to the ktv... yeah~ :)
ok..the tv commercial is over le...i wanna go watch tv liaoz...bye bye...
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [3/28/2005 10:47:00 PM]
hEY GAL,
go swimming never jio me!!! ( haha... joking). Anyway, i BUSY so didn't blog much. Hee... no lah, acting only. Aiya, is not that i dun blog lah. My life not like yours so exciting ma, so i seldom blog lor... Besides i am not very gd at words also... so Quite LAZY to write (i admit). Hm.... hey, what you blog is really true lor! Cheers for blogging that manz... As what you say, guys should really jian tao! haha....
Anyway, been so sian these few days. Work here and there... Hai~ today received another bad news. My "Going -home" Fren is also living CPF this month lor... Sian. From April onwards, i am going to go home myself!!! Hai~ saddy... shall bring my discman everyday to accompany me liao~ Saddist!
Hey karen, long enough?? hee... long also no use~ all are sad things! Wawawa...(pai seh to everyone whu reads my blog~ sorrie)
Karen/Patricia [3/28/2005 05:23:00 PM]
hihi...
aiyo..pat ah...u really dun blog 1 horz....u c our blog...hw many entries r mine & hw many r urs..??? *aH biGsH..!!!~~*
anyway..i was flipping thru a magazine a few days agO & found sth interesting.. :)
i read the article & found out tat it is sOooO trUe..! Really sUper tRue!!
5 dAtinG Don'Ts!!!
1--> When you have the hots for a girl it is v natural to want to send her a sms every hour, to call her everyday, and to chat wif her every night on msn. Let mi gif u a clue, just dOnt'T!! If u are constantly messaging her & calling her 24 hrs you will not only irritate & annoy her but pretty soon she will find u a nuisance. She has better things to do than to reply to aLL ur msgs & chat endlessly with you on the phone or online. (corRect!!) So limit urself & msg her 2-3 times a week. This will give her space & make her wonder why you only msg her infrequently. Let her get used to you & over time you will be given lots of opportunities to interact wif her. =P
2--> The biggest mistake that most guys make is being nice. Most guys think tat if they r supeR nice to the giRl, the girl will like them, they will get married & have lots & lots of children thus making the government v happi. This isn't the case. Most girls find nice guys boring, unexciting & unpredictable. All nice guys do the same things to impress girls. So be urself & dOn't be too damn nice..
3--> Most guys think tat they haf to buy big expensive gifts & take the girl out on expensive dates to get a girl to like them. Let me tell u, it doesn't work that way. If a girl is into u & has feelings 4 u it really doesn'T even matter if you don't buy her anything. That is becoz the girl likes you 4 you & not the things that u buy. If loVe could be bought then the guy who spends the most $$ will get the girl.
4-->Most guys are guilty of talking too much about themselves & their achievements. The worst are those who go on & on about all the army stuff they did during their national service. This is one of the bIgGeSt turN offS to most girls. A girl is not going to like you just becoz you were an officer during NS or you were on the 1st team of ur sch basketball team.
These things don't really matter to them. So shut your trap & dun reveal too much about urself too fast. This will create a sense of mystery & the girl will b trying to figure out wat makes you tick. Instead ask the girl questions & make her talk about herself. When she does play a close attention, then ask her questions. Once she feels you r more interested in her than talking bout urself, she will have much more postive feelings towards u..!
5--> NEVER, ever tell a girl how much u like her early on in the game. This will scare her off & make her run in the other direction. (tRue trUe!!) Girls need time to know a guy & develop feelings for them. So telling her hw much u like her on the first date puts a lot of pressure on her which she doEsn't want to handle.
erm..these 5 DoN'Ts are really sooOo trUe..so guys..plz 'jian tao' if u all r 1 of them k..haha...dun make us pIssed ofF..!
actually i tink there r lots of doN'Ts la...like.. MCP, too much of jeaLously, Liar etc etc....
i got to end here..coz gonna go swImmiNg le..
haf a nIce weEk..~!
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [3/27/2005 09:34:00 PM]
haI~
sO sIAN... eVERYDAY aLSO wORK!!!
Karen/Patricia [3/25/2005 04:41:00 PM]
i m baCk fRom cHalet..! :P
the chalet is nice..! its a bIg bIg bungaloW... wOw....this is a chalet orGanised by one of my ex colleagues...its really nice to haf an outing once in a while..can catCh up wif my colleagues... =)
haha..as usual..i din sLEep at all...somE of us went out at ard 12.30am to the nearby park to play many maNy playgrounds..(childhood memories...)...its so fUn there..!!! i get to climb here cliMb there...play merry go round(really fAst sPin) which really makes mi giddy & feels like voMiting..and we played & played until its 2 plus in the morning..(wah..i nv noe playing the playgroUnd can be so exhausting...i m really tired when i return to the chalet ard 2.30am..)
after that..we went bathing & soon we carry out our mahjOng sEssion throughtOut the nite..haha...Rounds after rounds...& the sky started to turn briGhter..its 7am..wah..time passes so fast...
some of us den wan to return home while the others r either still slping or haf juz started turning in..haha..i haf to go home too coz my contact lens were so irritating..arGhhh...i din bring along my spects (coz i wasnt intending to stay overnight initially)...which means i was wearing my lens v lOng..so hurting..so no choice..betta go home 1st ba..
& here i m..waking up after after 6 hrs of slp when i got home... ^_^
anyWay..really thanks to weiZhang for organIsing this chalet..its only a pity that some of the colleagues were absent.. -_-"
i haf Fun there shoUting & playing.. & i loVe all my ex-colleagueS... mUacKz~~!
~kaReN~
Karen/Patricia [3/23/2005 01:51:00 PM]
erMm..actually i really got nth to write la..but since i very long din blog..so juz decide to anyhw write some stuff lo..haha..
these fEw days reallY sianX lehz..got nth much to do..frenZ r either woRking or studyinG or in NS..so its quite diffiCult for mi to find some1 out lo..(ke lian hor..haha)...but nvm..i wil be working soon..so will b busY again... :P ..no choice..i m a workaholic..(tats wat my freNz & sibliNgs sae bout mi..haha)
so i will uSually play a few hrs of mu online a day lo..(to kill time..haha)..so now is lvl 41 le...yeah YeaH~~.. ^_^
went to sunTec wif nat last sundaY..we were juz window shopping initially..until we see a sign.."wArehouSe saLe!"..haha...so..we juz follow the crowd & walked there...haha..sOoO many ppl lo...den being gAls..of course we went there to see see look look...hahah...den i told nat i will definately buy sth back...coz its those nIke, TeVa, Puma etc sale...& nat told mi she din bring $$..
guEss wat..?? in the end..nat bought more den mi...haha..& i ended up helping her pay 1st..haha...
todae got a cHalet..orGanised by one of my ex-colleague..but heard tat not many ppl gg todae lehz..so mayb i will go tml ba...c how 1st lo..actually its rEally nice to haf an outing liddat...to be able to see all my ex-colleagues..since we were all able to mix well when working then... =)
hMm...i tink i muz start work sooN la..or else i wil stay at home and always hu si luan xiang...keep tinking about the past...haiz...
sorry frEnz..i noe many of u haf been encourAging mi to let go of the pAst & to continue my life..& i haf been tryin to stop tinking bout it..but i cant help it..the past juz came back to mi whenever i got nth to do...pLus he msg mi too..askin mi to go out..& of course..i rejected it again..
k larz..tats all ba...
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [3/20/2005 10:49:00 PM]
Heyheyhey,
today is a HAPPY day for me~ hee... well, went to watch " a series of unfortunate event" with my friends today at cineleisure. Quite a lame show lah, but not so bad afterall lor... After that, we went to take NEOPRINT (haha, my 'si xue'). And everything turn out to be nice nice... no ugly shoot at all! Haha... then we saw Jamie Yeo outside cineleisure, Wow~ she is really Very Pretty lor! Heehee, later on, we proceed to Heeren to take one more Neoprint! haha... another nice piece done by us ! hm... after that, we went to shop! haha... first we enter the converse shop! saw a pants i like, but then dun have my size... sad~
then we proceed to Centrepoint. My friend went to take her pay~ After that we went in to Adidas shop... and this is where my shopping spree started!!! haha... i bought a perfume, my fren bought a shirt and another bought a bag! hee~ After that we went to OG sale! haha... no choice but to buy a pair of shoes there so that tml can go to work... then later on we went to ZARA... haha, and i bought a shirt ( a design that i wanted very long)... hee, after that my fren suggested to go to our favourite shop, Samuel and Kelvin... haha, then i saw this cap! oh my gosh~ it is so nice and i bought it... haha~ So happy!
went dinner with my family later on, actually wanted to change handphone but my dad say dun want~ sad! but nvm... hee, will be changing it sooner or later~
Aiyo.. spend quite alot today. Got to save liao so that i can buy my HP!!!
haha....
Anyway, it has been a long time since i really enjoy being myself. Felt so relaxed today although i spent so much.. Perhaps it is really worth it lor hm... yaya~ nite~
Karen/Patricia [3/18/2005 08:32:00 PM]
i m back...well..wat has been on my mind these few days...?
hmMm..of course its still my worries...i m still worry bout which uni is going to accept mi...haiz...but i haf no choice...stil haf to WaiT & waiT till ard june...juz hoping for the best ba........tats nth i can do now...
anyway..went sHoppiNg wif my mum todae..v long din shop wif her le..haha..not bad la..got buy sth back..=P ..(but is i pay hor.....) ..after that we went for dinner..den as i was having my dinner, my hp rang..
"ring...!~" ...i answered it & was v happi... :) ...yeah~~~! IRAS called mi...i got a job... yES!!! haf been waiting for this call worz...& finally it came todae...haha...i was asked to start work on 5th of April..which means i still haf another 2 wks to play ...yEah..! (so any1 out there wanna ask mi out..muz be within these 2 wks lo..lol....so thick skin.. haha..)..oNe more thing..huina is working wif mi too.... =P
& now.."beep bEep.."..i got a neW msg..haiz...its from 'him' again....haiz...sianX...dunno if i sld reply him anot................
erm...mayb gg for a swim tml ba...wif my sis & bro...
ok la..i shall end here le...gg to play mu online lo...haha..
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [3/15/2005 11:03:00 PM]
haiyo...
haha... it has been a long time i add something to this page. Luckily i am sharing this blog with karen, if not, my blog will not have anything...haha
Well, been working for soooo long (about 4 months? haha...) oh my god! so sian lor... just feel that i am like an empty shell now. No purpose in my stupid life now. So Bored! Sian... Perhaps i should really take a week's off to rest. Feeling so exhausted mentally, as well as, physically... ZZZZ. Can someone help me?!!!
hai~ karen ar.... dun worry! no matter what you still have me! whahah...
should forget the past... although i always advise you that... hmm i know is really hard and until now i think i am having the same problem as you also... But hey! Life will goes on and we have to do it!
hee...
watched Disney On Ice!!!
oh my god! It is Splendid, Beautiful, Nice, Charming, Excited....and everything everything... (sorrie, limited vocab) ...
haha
luckily i went to see if not i will regret lor! the lightening, the sound system and the skaters was all so wonderful... really liek a dream to me!!! Except for the stage and a particular family. The Whole stage was like so small, not like overseas, and audience seats was so far away... those seats near the stage was too short and those seats that were high enough to see the whole stage was too far... what the.... lor....
and also this particular family was actually sitting behind us during the first half. Then later they 'illegally' change their sits to the front, blocking my sis camera! told the guy to shift away, he dun want... end up someone told the usher... make himeself malu!
typical singaporean ar~
hai~~
sad ar... saw these kind of stupid behaviour...
sian!
in coma mood liao... think i need to slp. For those whu understand what i am writing, so sorrie!
NitE~
OH God..Pls allow me to let go of the past...
nite!!
Karen/Patricia [3/13/2005 10:17:00 PM]
erm..went to NtU open hse todae in the morning & still couldn't make up my minD wat to register...hmmm...
i went wif Pat & her fren, Xinyu in the morning & met up wif joc & huina in the afternoon...& xinyu got her cousin to tour us round the campus... =P
anyWay..saw many Srjcians there as well..really tink tat SR din badly this year...haiz..juz hope tat every1 could get watevEr course they wan.......
afTer the opEn hse..i went to havE dinner at a restaurAnt wif mY relatives at Outram to celebRate my aHma's biRthday..! :) .. rEalli haPpi to c all my sMall smAll cousiNs...(they r so Cute..! i juz loVe them...!)
& now i m back home.....so tIred after the long dae....
eRmm..din update long time le..(pat oso lo.....)..so now shall sae sth bout yest ba...
was feeling v v sad yest... :(
coZ i tout 'he' coulD really change...but i was wrong...haiz....he is from bAd to woRst..! haiZ....
guess i was too soft-hearted....always trying to bElieve him & toUt tat he has changed...BUT..i was reAlly reAlly wrong.... -_-''
i was crying over the fone when toking to my fren, J, yest...he was the 1 whu told mi wat 'he' had done tis time...haiz..but i m really glad tat J told mi everything....(though i was really sad after hearing)..coz tat helps mi to really reAlise tat 'A LEopaRd neVer chanGe itS spoTs..!!'..& i sld not be so soft-hearted anymore....(though its reallY hard 4 mi to do tat...) so if J is reading my blog now...i sae thank you to u..& pls let mi noe wat he does in the future k...coz i wan to do hw bAd 'he' is & i sld reallY rEally ignored him.... =(
ok..tats all ba..dun wanna write too much le..will juz make mi feel worse...i gg to bath now.......
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [3/09/2005 06:20:00 PM]
erm..todaE is a lousy dae..dunno y.. :(
i feel so sianz, loUsy & tired rite from the starT of the dae...haiz..tat explains why even when hUina ask mi out..i still prefeR to stay at home..haiz..
mayb its really becoZ of him ba..an insensiTive person...anyWay..played mu online in the afTernoon & is at level 25 now...fiNally!!~ yeAh~ (tiS is the oNly thing tat made mi feeL gReat todae ba..)
hMmm..todae is the start of registration for admission into Nus..i haven register yet..but tink will do so soon ba...nd to go for the open hse of NUS & NTU this sat & sun..still *pray* tat i can get into the courSe i wan.....
*still feeling down this momenT..whY..? can any1 pls help mi..!~ i m gg cRazy too..!*
frenZ....wat is friendship exactly..?!?
"plz dun tink tat u noe the whole woRld so well..at leaSt u dunno mi.."
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [3/09/2005 02:46:00 PM]
So Sian
haha... well, karen ask me to add some msg here so i guai guai leave some here... yoz, getting so bored with my job le. Everyone is like leaving the CPF le... and i am like still there. First batch to come in and last batch to go off... ALmak... so sian~ making me feeling so old! Really hope that my agency can find me another job soon... if not i will have to stay here until april... oh my god!
Msg ah fish today also.... she also feel that we are not having any life at all... everyday is working working and working... hm... i know i should not be complaining about this cause some ppl need job. But we can't help it!!!
hai~ really feeling sick these few days... so many unhappy things happening around me within a short period. Making me crazy soon... sian! Sometimes i really hope that the time can turn back... to give me a second chance to choose my path. Perhaps i will feel better~ But i know it is impossible.. well, just like what i told karen, treat it as a lesson!
Btw, Karen ar... i didn't force swimming to be ur hobby!!! i "help" you to overcome ur fear ok~ hee...
well, think that's all for today...NItey
Karen/Patricia [3/06/2005 10:42:00 PM]
yuP yup..its nice.. =P
hAiz..went to suntEc todae to haf a lOok at the open hoUse of the uNi..suddenly..lots of feelingS flooded mi..."where sld i go?.."..."will i be abLe to enter..?"
ermM..my results r not reAlly tat good..so i dun really noE if i caN get into the courSe i wan...but still i hope uni will accept mi..aRts & social sci is always the course i wanted to choose..so i really *pray hard* that i can enter lo..lucky i pass my GP..heng arh...
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [3/03/2005 11:52:00 PM]
hEY...
hAHA fINALLY cHANGE oUR bLOG pIC tODAY... hM... aLL tHANXS tO bOON kEONG fOR tEACHING mE tHIS cOMPUTER iDIOT. haHA, kAREN, oUR bLOG nICE??
Karen/Patricia [3/01/2005 12:24:00 PM]
eRm..tis is my 1St entRy worz... :) so a bit blUr blUr..dunno wat to write..haha...
ok..i shall write boUt my kTv sesSion yesterdae...its was really a nice & fun outing..wif shangfu, marvin, jason,patricia & myself...
we had a fun time there..singing all sorts of songs we like..love, sad, happy, rock, new & old songs..we went for k lunch which was supposed to start at 11am & end at 2pm..but..we sang & sang until it was 3.30pm...haha..
fiNally..a k box worker came into our room & told us "time's up!"..haha
i was a bit paiseh but at the same time happy tat we extended the time...whahaha....
we went home after the ktv as everybody has their own plans.. =P..
as for mi..i headed for the samuel & kelvin outlet as there is CLEARANCE SALE!! hahah... (typical singaporean)..haha..& i bought a pants there at only 20 bucks..*haPpi hapPi*..it was supposed to be 49 bucks...haha...
though it was a short meet up wif the guyZ..i really enjoyed myself there... :) hope to meet up soon agaiN..!
~kAreN~
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