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*_Dear beloved diary, ......
*_i've been missing a boy so much day after day.
*_i almost dream of him everyday.
*_when`eva i saw him, my heart gonna drop out.
*_do this..... counted as.... love?...... please give me the answer...sigh.
*_i guess.... im in love with love him.
*_im waiting for his call day after day... ... ...
*_im gonna freeze from the coldness he gave me.
*_is he gonna be there forr me? sighh.. .. .. ...
... ... .. from, Karen n Patricia... Enjoy!
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Karen/Patricia [8/30/2005 12:45:00 AM]
:P...had a wonderful dae todae...! all tanks to miaoyue, liyin, limin, junwen, ah ben, cheeboon, henry, tony, ziyang..!
u guys made my dae!! i luRve u guys lots!! =)
met up wif them at orchard partyworld...ok...b4 i meet them...i met up wif yiling...she passed mi my birthdae gift...tanks ger..! so sweet of u to remember my birthdae every yr... =)
the jelly r so cute...hw can i bear to eat them?? haa
& i'm so sorry tat i cant tok to u much coz i was rushing for time juz now....so sorry....we meet up & chit chat kk...haa...
anyway...i was really touched todae...din expect all these...i was alady v paiseh tat u all wanna treat mi ktv...den in the end..u guys gif mi a gift & a birthdae cake...!! i was so surprised...!! i din noe about it at all....not even suspecting anything...haa...& u all still turn off the lights to create the atmosphere...haha...hao gang dong....i din cry though...muz be happi mah...
but i was really so paiseh juz now...was so stunned....lucky the lights were off...or else u all can see mi blushing liao...lol...
as for the cake...i like it alot...dun worry..i like chocolate flavour too...! yuMmy...!
& boon was early todae... haha...remember i still owe u an almond drink hor...haa..
at the same time...so sorry to cause some of u not doing tutorials..not finishing reading ur notez.. spending a lot of money....haa....but...i really appreciate watever u all had done for mi kk...
meet up again hor...my turn to treat u all sth la... =P
though i only get to noe u guys few months ago...i really feel so fortunate to haf u all as my frenz...tanks guys...!!
too bad my digital cam was spoilt...or else i wili take fotos wif every single 1 of u...a memory for mi to remember this wonderful dae... =)
i really dunno wat to blog liao..coz my mind was only filled wif happiness.surprised.touched.love.
i really love u guys...!! tanks...! muackz...!!
u guys r awesome!
i noe a lot of u will be doing tutorials now...but i still hope tat u guys haf enjoyed the dae...same as i do... =)
good nitez....luv ya..!
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [8/27/2005 12:29:00 AM]
bOo....had a long dae todae...feeling so tired now...left my house at 6.30am todae...which means i haf to wake up at 5plus in the morning...(while mani of u r still slping..)...juz becoz of a tutorial at 8am...! tats is enough to kill mi...
6.30am leh!! YET...i was late for my tutorial....coz it was raining lo...den got jam...! i reach the room at 8.15am...& wing waited for mi...in the end...both of us were late...sorry wing... :(
i guess i haf to leave my hse earlier next time...hai...
my right shoulder is aching and red now....hao lei wor....carry tat heavy big bag with the heavy course pack in it...wah...i feel like carrying weights ard orchard juz now...hao zhong..! & tanks joc for exchanging ur lighter bag wif mi for some time juz now...tanks....!
anyway...met up wif joc & nat juz now at 5plus...
so nice to meet up again..! miss u guys lots!
...tanks for the treat gers....i enjoyed the meal...its nice..! yumMy!!
i noe u all wan to buy mi the bag rite..erm...i din see the price leh...dunno hw much izzit...if its too ex...dun haf to buy kk...i dun mind 1 la...really hor...u all alady treat mi to dinner...tats enuff...its not the present tat is impt k...its u guys' companion/our freindship tat is v v precious to mi..!
really enjoy taking pics wif u all...as if we own the streets...haa...can juz stop anywhere, anytime as we like...& pose for the pic...lol....
muz meet up often kk....dun wanna lose contacts wif u all...& tanks for being my fren!! i love u all...!
love ya guyz...muAckz...
stay in cOntact~
wanna go watch guess*3 le....nitez!
~kAreN~
Karen/Patricia [8/18/2005 03:30:00 PM]
my life suCks..! suckS to the core..!!
y m i so suay?? couldn't get the tutorials i wan....!!! arghh.....~!!!!
my frenz got theirs..! haiz.... sad....
my timetable is damned bad now.....5 days wk leh.... plus 2 of the days...there is only 1 lesson tat dae....! the time i spent in travelling is more den the time i go for lecture...kaoZ..
v sian diao now....
hai...dun tok bout it liao..anyway...took bus home at ard 7 plus yest...i haf the inner seat & a fat guy sat beside mi...i was v v irritated wif him....
ok..there is a ah beng whu sat behind mi..he was playing some techno songs loudly in the bus...den this fat guy started to shake & shake...its like he is clubbin lo...wao lao...buay tahan...
nvm bout tat...when the ah beng finally alight...the fat guy stop his shaking la...i was like.."oh...finally.."
but whu noe...he began to doze off...i m not saying he cant slp...but he was leaning on mi leh...remember i sae he is FAT...so he is heavy....arghh...!
den i kip shifting here & there...trying to wake him up la...but no use...he was stil slping...
den finally when i cant tahan liao....coz he slp til his head was about to lie on my legs liao leh...kaoz....so i touched his arm slightly & say "exCuse mi!!"....
angry sIa....!
bad mood...dun wan to sae liao la...todae is a bad dae.....
btw...i m not criticizing fat ppl here...i juz dun like this guy here....sorry if i offended any....
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [8/11/2005 11:00:00 PM]
yoyoyo... after 2 days of resting, it is my turn to blog about national day le...
Hee.. for this yr national day is quite memorable for me! cause i participated the National Day parade! yuppY! After so many months of practices, hardwork, sweat and complains.. the day finally came!
In that morning, we meet at 9 o'clock in the morning at kallang to have breakfast together... after that we proceed to PA association to do some of the warming up before taking some picS and changing into our costume... After that we started making up and perpare ourselves for the HAPPENING night! hee... We left PA at around 4 plus and went to Beach Road camp ( Our holding area) haha... when we reached there, there were like lots of ppl outside the camp watching inside... haha... so fun! the first thingy we do is to go to SHAW TOwer to use the toilet (cause it is impossible to use the portable toiletS!!!). Haha, on our way to the toilet, we met some NYJC teachers. they were taking their carmeras and were quite shocked to see us participating NDP but anyway, one of the teacher decided to take our pics... hee... We had our dinner ( KFC as usual! ) but i didn't touch the dinner at all cause i was too sian to eat that every week! so my fren and i decided to eat ice-cream instead! eating ice-cream and looking at the guys perparing for their passing out parade at the same time can be quite enjoyable sia! haha... i can really say that the guys were really SHUAI in the uniforms. haha... At round 6, we were perparing our items le... hm... while waiting, i am hopping here and there... got abit high lah! haha... then the exhaust pipe is DAMNED unbearable lor! Sickening! haha...
Oh ya, everytime, those army guys will march pass us... and the gals behind them will start cheering for them by screaming.. they are really gd! Young and Energtic! haha... i too old le cannot scream! whahaha... on that day, it was no expectional! the Gals screamed for them too and i bet it is the loudest on that day! there were also alot of ppl outside the Raffles hotel taking PICS of the float.... when we were at the rosd outside raffles shopping centre.. there was really a huge crowd there!!! So many ppl! haha... the whole atmosphere was quite enthu... anyway, itwas our turn and we started dancing... lucky that day didn't rain if not the mat will be wet and my white shoes will be gone! And the fireworks was DAMNED great! DAMNED beautiful and nice!! got all sorts of fireworks lor... starS de... like christmas tree de... still got one so BIG haha..
after the whole NDP, i rush to take pic with my fren again but this time is JOYCE! got quite a difficult time to find her cause my contact is giving me some problems.... but anyway, i did managed to spot her and we took a PICS together... After the whole parade, i went out with my instructor and some seniors and juniors to makan... was damned hungry caused i skipped dinner... and after that we went to k-Box! our instructor's son and his gf came to join us... my instructor always say that her son can sing... on that night i was REALLY CONVINCED that he can REALLY sing and REALLY SING WELL... he is just GD! oh my god! i have neverheard anyone whu sing better than him in ktv lor... haha.... anyway, got a free ride by my fren's fren at 2 plus lor.... that's by NDP this yr!
haha... this NDP is really memorable! haha.. quite sad that everything is now over.. haha.. suddenly my saturdayS are free, i no need to go to Padang every saturdays liao... and i will not be able to see my shuai geS... (haha, only ah-hua know what am i toking!!) hee... anyway, it is really happy to join this yr NDP! HAPPY NATIONAL DAY '05!
Karen/Patricia [8/11/2005 06:08:00 PM]
getting sian after reading some thick set of notes...so came to blog lo..haa..dun really understand wat the readings r about...haha....the readings on sociology r not tat bad...but the 1 on Singapore STudies is really chim...! *fainting*...
anyway...i tried to msg 1 of my fren about some misunderstanding...but she din reply...so forget it den...i haf done my part...if she stil wan to tink tat way...den i got nth to sae liao...
hw did i spend my dae on 9th aug?? hai...watched a lousy hOrrOr show....i dun tink its scary at all...not only mi...the whole grp of us tink so...wanted to watch "the maid" la...but the time slot for it was 11.45pm...so din watch...& we watched "marebito" instead....heard b4??..haha...its not a new show...i haf seen the thriller b4...it was ok..but it turned out to be really sucky.... sian diao...!
after watching the show...i feel like fainting...damned sianz lo...spent 9.50 bucks on a stupid show....sld haf gone for ktv...haa....at least its more worth den watching the jap horror show....the director is the director of ju-on...oh no...wat a big difference!
after the show...we went to mcafe for a drink & the few of us (tony, ben, junwen, ah boon, miaoyue & mi) were juz toking crap...we were toking bout animals most of the time...haha...
i bought an iced latte which i regretted...not only was it bitter...it kept mi awake throughout the nite...! arghh!
i slept for about 3 hrs in the end...& went for sch early in the mornin the next dae..*yawn*
after the drink & chatting...we headed home...i tink it was ard 12am when i reached my flat...& sth scared the hell out of mi...!
from far...i can see some1 walking at the void deck...as i walked nearer...i saw an indian lady (i tink so) clad in a full length white dress wif some prints on it...(mayb tats her pyjamas ba..)..she was walking wif her face looking down on the floor...which means tat the hair covered her face la...den she was walking towards my direction....kaoZ...i started to walk faster & faster liao..& not walking near the void deck which was the usual way i would take when gg home...after tat...the lady stopped walking & rested on a pillar....i dunno wat happen liao..coz i went into lift le....wah...i tink my heart was beating damned fast tat time...lol...
tat was hw i spent my dae...not bad coz i love chatting...haha.....(except fot the movie..)...& of course when i reached home...my mum starts to nag at mi..saying i return home v late & do i noe tat this month is 7th month etc....okok....i wil return home earlier next time..... =P
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [8/07/2005 09:30:00 PM]
hmm....i noe u will reading my blog...& i would really wan to sae sorry to u...i'm sorry!!
i m really v shocked to hear wat u sae juz now...i din expect it at all...! do u noe tat i m really feeling so bad & guilty now...sorry!
i dunno y...but i really din realise tat u still like mi...i tout tat u had alady treat mi as ur v v good fren since last yr...i din noe.......
i really dunno wat to sae except sorry...u haf been v v good to mi...even better den 'him'....in fact...u r always the 1 standing beside mi whenever i nd help...tanks for tat...tats oso the reason y i m feeling so bad now....u r really too good to mi....
actually i did tried to accept u yrs ago...but i realised tat i cant do tat...it wil not be fair to u...
i'm really v v sorry....i hope tat we can still be good frenz after todae...rem tat period when we were sec 3..?? we din tok to each other for 1 yr...tats was really v childish of us isn't it?? so..i hope tat wont happen again...
i m really v sad now...sobz..only after wat u told mi todae...i had a v deep thought...u r always the 1 whu is there for mi...& i din realise...yet...i still cant accept u...dui bu si...i noe tats v selfish of mi...sorry....
...i cant help it feeling bad towards u...i feel tat i haf wasted 6 yrs of ur life...i'm sorry...
if i had known tat u still like mi...i would haf been more firm wif my stand...& wouldn't haf allow any chances that might haf caused u to like mi again...
i really hope tat i din hurt u todae...wo zhen de hen dui bu si....!!
i hope we can still be frenz...
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [8/06/2005 02:36:00 PM]
haah...so pat..aren't u fortunate to haf mi as ur fren?? haha...i treat u so nice...haha...though we wil be studying in diff sch liao...but we muz stil kip in contact kk...i wil miss u terribly 1...coz u r my fren/best pal/buddy/shopping companion/dance mate/gossiping pal/ktv kaki etc etc....
anyway...really glad tat u enjoyed urself yest wor...*touched* hor?? i dun anyhw hug ppl 1 hor...& i hug u twice yest wor...haha....
i wil be starting sch on mondae liao....sianz but excited at the same time....i really wonder if i can make good frenz in uni not...i tink its not v easy la...i tink there wil be many hi bye frenz ba.....
suddenly haf a lot of touts...i miss my sec sch life...my dance...i miss my jc frenz...i really hope we can meet up soon....i tout always wanna go kbox...but its like always no news... =(
uni gonna start...a new chapter of my life....though haven really make a lot of frens yet...those tat i knew from union camp is good enuff... =P
they r oso ktv lovers...haha....wing, junwen, tony, amanda, ben...din noe them v well during union camp...i tink we got to noe each other better after gg to ktv rite...haha....as for the other person...which is ah boon....he also makes a good fren la...a blur guy...haha....always haf tat blur blur look...haha....& i dun understand y la...he always like to tease miaoyue & mi........always sae we short lo....*cry*.....
i wil try to find ur weakness...den i will suan u back....ni gei wo xiao xin yi dian...lol....
erm...feel a bit regret tat i din noe many ppl from Oweek la....coz always pon mah...but no choice la...we dun click...! every1 agrees rite?? but nvm...at least still got make frenz wif SC, kenneth, lynn & choi queen....haha
erm...was approached by some1 on the streets again yest....its the same model thingy...she ask if pat & i wanna join them anot....
actually i not v interested la...but juz leave her my contact no lo...coz she kip toking mah...haha...at most i sae i not free when she calls....
the 1st time when i was approached...i oso said the same thing...haha....& i alady threw away the name card liao lo....haha...
den u noe wat the lady told us...."erm...oh..we r not looking for heights or v skinny ppl here...we r looking for looks..."
diao...! so she was telling to imply tat i m short & fat la.....so heartbroken....haha...muz jian fei liao lo...haha...
den she asked if i m mixed anot....haha...i where got tat mixed look....?..the 1st tout i haf was tat i m mixed wif malay lo..coz i m dark now mah...haha
but she sae she tout i got korean mixed look...??? i was like..."huh..??!??" haha....
nd to go to nic's birthdae chalet later...at downtown east...meeting my frenz at pasir ris later....
'he' asked mi to help him write a testimonial for him...but wat sld i write...? haiz....i tink i wont write lo....
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [8/05/2005 09:28:00 PM]
Today went out with karen, jason, marvin and shang fu... is a small gathering as well as celebrating my birthday! haha... we are supposed to meet at somerset on 11 o' clock. However i was late as usual. But then i try to rush there asap lah. then followed by marvin whu is later than me!Haha... Anyway when i got there, karen gave me my present! And is it a YAYA (toy duck)! the duck that i have been looking at quite long~ haha... very cute leh! Look like me! haha... yuppy, and they also sang a birthday song for me. So touched! haha... and i really enjoy singing man~ so FUN and ENJOYABLE!!! Jason went off at 2plus for work and we continued to sing until 3... oh ya, thanxs to them cause they treat me for the singing! THANK YOU!!!
haha.. anyway, we went a bit of shopping at TAKA. Outside TAKA, we saw FIONA XIE! haha.. she is SO beautiful and pretty loR~~ haha... but then they seemed so dao~ hm... In TAKA, there was this toy sale! wah~ so many TOYS u know... the 2 tamagotchis now costed only 9 bucks there (previously it was like 39...) Anyway, i bought 4 packs of AIRBUSH pens for my sis... see i so gd (partly is because it is on discount~ 2 for 5 bucks when it's orginial price was like 5.90 for a pkt so MUST GRAB arh!!!) haha, karen was saying i like aunite lor but then i DUN CARE! haha...
After that met Shang Fu at for lunch or dinner lah~ Got another birthday present from him too and he says there is a story behind that present leh! dunno what is that~~ hmm... haha... anyway we went to saska sushi... we started toking about alot of thingys... and enjoying ourselves there...
At 5.30, we went home and that's the end of my birthday celebration 2~~ haha..
Hey guys! i MUSt really say another THANK YOU for celebrating my birthday with my again! u all were just GREAT! haha~ THANK YOU!
Pat~
Karen/Patricia [8/03/2005 11:17:00 PM]
Today is my birthday! It has been a long time since i am so happy le... hee.. Firstly, i need to thanxs all the ppls that has msg me to wish me, all the presents and helping me to celebrate my birthday! I really like them alot! THANK YOU~
Anyway, today went to sch at 9.30. When i wake up at 7 plus and on my hp, my hp was like bombed with msg... haha i cannot msg out~ haha.. but then really thanks to all those that wake up till that late to msg me. so sorry that i couldn't reply to all of u cause my sms was like bombed!haha~ Anyway, was late, as usual, and continued my lesson. After that when i came out, yvonne and sarah wished me happy birthday! was quite surprised y they knew my birthday lah~ haha but then still THANKS! haha... later went to rot with grace and joyce before meeting my yvonne and sarah for lunchy! then came eugenia to join us for a while~ that gal arh.. dun believe is my birthday and still want to see my IC! peng ar~ haha.. but she is cute lah. haha... insisting that we cannot go sentosa on fri without her! haha...ke ai! later went for maths tutorial for 2 hrs! then chong to accountancy and the woman cilvization lecture after that. Packed day!
haha... after that meet up with carol... the first thing i ask from her is my PRESENT! haha... lalala... she and ah fish got me a shirt.. and is quite exp! hee... THANK YOU! after that went to swensen to meet with eme, ah fish and yijia! haha...we are late as usual and they went in to wait for us... hee...haha... meeting up is a very gd suggestion as we started making noise like no other ppl's biz! haha... we started toking about sch and all other thingy... very happy! yijia got me a pair of earrings and eme got me a necklace .... haha i love them! THANXS! haha... hm... after that i treated them a 4 dollars ice cream each... cause they forced me! haha... but anyway i got my free firehouse icecream ! haha... but i couldn't finish. tok too much le then too full! haha... took some pics after eating and we went home cause is like really 9... hee...
my sis also bought me a cake! haha.. but i didn't eat, just lighted a candle and my ma sing a birthday song for me! i forced her to do that! ahha...
hee...then here i am blogging le...
Anyway, today is really fun! having to receive so many sms~ i am really really touched! Thank you to all my frens! and Take CarE! Muacks!
Pat~
P.S: Karen arh... dun think so much ok! if ucannot really sorted out ur thoughts do meetup and have a chitchat! i may not help much but reassured that i will do my best! Muacks!
Karen/Patricia [8/02/2005 10:50:00 AM]
pat...i noe hw u feel...but dun worry k..u will always haf mi hor....gif mi a call if u feel sian or lost or tired k...i wil always be in the standby mode for u kk..... :P
anyWay...ur biRthdae is coming le...we sae wanna haf ktv on ur birthdae rem? wat do u wanna do for ur birthdae??
haiz....i feel rather pissed now oso....dunno y...mayb its becoz i'm too emotional..?? hai...i dun pleased ppl...so plz dun make mi the bad guy...arGhh...i oso dunno wat i'm saying la...
no matter whu u r...as long as u r my good frenz....i wil always treasure u guys k...but if u r not......u sld noe wat to do..
i oso dunno la...i juz feel tat i m the bad guy lo... & i m really sianZ bout it....
i sld be happy now...coz i got ktv later...but y am i feeling tis way now?? i feel bad lo...i dun like tis kind of feeling...the way he phrase his words..... :(
haiz...whu can make mi feel better?? sadded......
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [8/01/2005 10:55:00 PM]
Second week in my uni le... but then still not very used to the environment leh. The timing, the distance, the lesson and everything... really miss the time in JC now.. though it may not be one of my best memory in my life but at least my closest frens are always there for me when i need them... Now in this environment.. i do have very gd frens with me but then i always feel that there is something missing in this study life... dunno what am i searching for...
My birthday is coming... but i never felt this way before... Previous yrs, at this point of time, i am always very excited, anxious, happily waiting for my birthday to arrive... but this yr is totally different... perhaps is the new school environment, making me busier to get use of this environment and all teh homeworks stuffs etc... my birthday dun seemed to make me happy this yr anymore...
alot of ppl do say that uni life do leave a very deep impression... i am also hoping that this will happen on me... Praying that i will enjoy uni's life to the fullest and not making myself so lost again~
Pat
Karen/Patricia [8/01/2005 12:10:00 AM]
damned sian & tired....
well..went to sentosa yest wif my og..had beach games & treasure hunt....it began to rain while we were having our treasure hunt...seriously speaking...i was kind of happi when its starts to drizzle...den to rain & finally a downpour...! haha... i noe i'm bad la...coz the Oweek committee wil be v sad la...since their plan was ruined by the rain..
but it was fun during the beach games la....at least it was better den mondae...haha...
erm...i dun really enjoy myself during this Oweek...except for sentosa ba...but i was freezing like hell when its at nite..i was cold all over w/o a new top to change...my bag was at the ferry terminal....
it wasnt as fun as union camp...& not as bonded as well...
i dun really click wif the others leh...which was damned sad la...coz ard half of the freshies din come on the second dae liao lo...den din get to interact la...
den for the other gals...they alady noe each other...coz they went to arts camp & now they r councillors of my og...so its like 2 clicks in the grp...1 of them is myself, miaoyue, liyin, wing & limin...
i must sae 1 of the reasons we dun click is becoz they jia4 gan1 dan1...haha....plus i tink some of them r bimbos la...haha...so sorry to sae tat la...
so i tink in the end...we click better wif 2 guys instead...haha....
so i dun i wil go back to the camp tml ba...so siAnz...
anyway...my sore throat is bad..siaNz...hate it man.. hope to recover soon...gg ktv wif my union camp frenz on tue...yeaH!! union camp is still the best!! :P
erm...kinda feeling siAnz now...wat r frenz for?? whu r really frenz?? we may be together in sch...but after tat??
hai...i dunno y...but i really cant stand frenz whu treat mi for granted...plz dun take mi for granted k...i really haTe tat feeling...
i mean i got this fren whu dun bother to contact mi unless she got sth to ask from mi...or nd my help etc...
well...there is always a limit to one's patience..so now...i cant be bothered wif her anymore.....
& there r many weird ppl ard...i dun understand why....hai...juz heard from my fren sth tat another fren told him...i tink tat was really childish....plz dun act as if u dun c mi online...or dun tink tat u noe mi v well...i dunno la...dun wanna tok bout it...
~kAreN~
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