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*_Dear beloved diary, ......
*_i've been missing a boy so much day after day.
*_i almost dream of him everyday.
*_when`eva i saw him, my heart gonna drop out.
*_do this..... counted as.... love?...... please give me the answer...sigh.
*_i guess.... im in love with love him.
*_im waiting for his call day after day... ... ...
*_im gonna freeze from the coldness he gave me.
*_is he gonna be there forr me? sighh.. .. .. ...
... ... .. from, Karen n Patricia... Enjoy!
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Karen/Patricia [9/27/2005 11:28:00 PM]
haiyo...
Sun went for dance practice.. after the practice... my calves are damn pain lor...
next morning when i wake up.. i hardly can walk. my calves are now PAINER! haiyo... no choice got to limp to school yesterday.. today is not much better... got to limp to sch early in the morning as usual.. when i got home this evening... got my parents to help me to massage.. haha... cause i dun dare to do it.. Really wonder if my muscle tear. Hopefully not, if not need a long time to recover before i can dance again..
haha... i am beginning to enjoy my uni life... my econs click really made me burst out laughing almost everytime when we gossip... my accounts group are also another enjoyable click with our crazy ww and zz.. When u see the both of them quarrel, u can just laugh non stop! think our group is one of the closest group, our outing to k-box, pool and steamboat (yummy) has definitely keep us closer! haha...
PAt~
Karen/Patricia [9/21/2005 11:10:00 PM]
todae's study is so unproductive...hai...but no choice la...i m reading my SS module...Southeast aSia...& that really sucks....! i spent 1 whole dae reading juz 1 chapter?? oh no...can any1 juz kill mi...??
if i can understand...tat wil be good...but the problem is i dun understand.....arghh!!
& i m gg to read my geography instead!!
feeling so sian & lost after reading my SS juz now....& i muz admit that chocolates r mood booster...! i feel much better after eating some...lol....
tml is gg for a social work visit....its for my social work module....at least the place is in hougang la...so its near my hse...lol...poor liyin, miaoyue & limin....they gonna travel long distances tml....
anyway...i really feel tat some frenz r juz so attention seeking.....buay tAhan....!
'he' sms mi juz now...asking mi hw is my life now....& ask mi if got ppl chase mi anot...hai....y ask mi this la...& i haven reply him yet.... :(
ok..i got to go study liao....feel like studying outside tml....see how ba....
good nitez every1~
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [9/20/2005 11:20:00 PM]
hmm...went to watch 'one more chance'- san ge hao ren this evening...haa...bring my mum go watch...
actually the show alrite la...i haf a feeling tat this show is specially filmed to go wif s'pore policy...(the yellow ribbon project)...haha...
the show got some touching scenes la...so made mi cry...alamak..!
feeling so lost now leh...wanted to take my SS as the S/U option...juz went online wanting to declare tat...but it turned out tat i cant put S/U for tat module....arghh!! saddEd!!! die le...!!
i tink i haf no choice liao...got to study for tat module real hard....haiz.....
btw...pat...rem to sen mi the foto kk...tanks hor....
ok...bye...
tonite is a cold nite....pull blanket over wor....
sleep well...!
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [9/17/2005 11:40:00 AM]
feeling tirEd. strEssed. lAzy. sIanz. weiRd. uncomfortable. troubled. disturbed.
i dunno wats wrong wif mi...mayb its really pms la..haa...
actually there is nth bothering mi now...i juz dun feel good...wanna slp everyday...dun tink about anything....
mayb its becoz i was reminded of 'him' yest...tats a possibility...i dunno...
i shall tink about happy things den..erm...later wil be gg for a dance concert..it has been so long since i attended a concert...i hope its nice...! dance juz helps to relax myself...
if the society does not emphasize on studies & academic...i guess dancing is wat i wan...dun tink i can dance now le...stop dancing for 3 yrs...
~kAreN~
Karen/Patricia [9/11/2005 11:40:00 PM]
hmm...v tired now...juz finished toking over the fone wif my fren for 1 hr 15 mins...feel so much better...yup..tanks ger..!
i guess everything need both hands to clap....in ur entire life...there is nth as a 1 way road...ppl wil be nice to u if u r nice to them...isn't tat true??
i m really glad tat there r always some v v good frens ard mi whenever i m sad, happi, angry etc...tanks to u guys...& pat...u r definately 1 of them k..haha...gang dong mah?? lol...
anyway...i feel tat friendship is a v diff bond to be built...u nd patience, a lot of tolerance, trust, support, togetherness etc to build the friendship...its not a yi zhao yi xi thingy....
~kArEn~ feeling weird...
Karen/Patricia [9/08/2005 11:30:00 AM]
hmm....sth has been bothering mi since last nite....
hai...i m just tat kind of emotional gal...& would kip tinking on a certain thing until i have found an ans to it...but still.. i cant seem to find out wats wrong... :(
i care bout wat ppl tink of mi, hw they look at mi...
i hope tat everything wil be fine soon....i dun like this kind of feeling...feeling disturbed & distracted all the time...
i noe u r apprehensive in saying wat had happened...actually..mi 2..i m fearful to wat i wil be hearing from u...i m so afraid tat it wil be sth bad...sth tat will make mi feel lost....sth tat wil make mi feel lousy...
seriously...if u were some1 else..i tink i dun even care bout it..but its becoz i treasure our friendship...tats why it bothers mi a lot....
of course..i hope tat we wont feel weird toking to each other... =)
hopt tat this wil get over real fast...
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [9/06/2005 10:34:00 PM]
haha... decided to blog today cause i have a GREAT luck today...
today was having accountancy class till 8 today.. before the lecture starts, peilin, me, wan wei and zhi zhong were having a great tok.. haha.. was toking about ahem and the hiphop guy~ haha.. was having a great laugh... After class, we went to CHONG for the bus.. then this guy (supposed to be one of the cute guy in peilin's class) was sitting beside wanwei.. she was so excited~ haha... and then the peilin till now also haben do her tertiary ezlink card~ i though i blur... haha she arh... MORE MORE blur arh~ haha....
then we were on the train~ at dover, saw a group of 3 guys came in... at first thought they were cute cause they looked so young... then was toking to peilin halfway when i saw one of the guy DAMN familiar... haha... i think he is my kindergarten classmate cum sch bus mate cum pri tuition mate... haha... he still looked the same lor... with his that smile... i can almost recognised him... haha.. wanted to go overand ask " Are you ...?" but then kind of shy haha... especially when there were like other ppl then if i mistaken him, will be so ma lu!
After that alighted at outram... was quite sure is him cause he also taking NORTHEAST line... (Lastest news was that he is studying in SP and live in Sengkang).. haha... but then i think i scared him away le... he went to the rear end to wait for the train...
was toking to peilin on the MRT... so was quite blind to the surrounding... then after she alighted, i looked around.. then i saw this gal~ DAMN familiar... is Yuliani... she was sitting opposite me lor.. but she didn't look up and was studying.. so didn't disturb her.... just went out quietly...
haha.. but was really lucky to see them.. haha... very happy also although didn't went up and say hi to them... SOBBY~ if i had the chance i will never be so SHY again~~
haha... oh ya.. working at Kovan popular now at fri and sat~ feel free to visit me there... haha....
PAT~
Karen/Patricia [9/06/2005 06:40:00 PM]
yawN*...
this is my 1st time i m feeling so tired after visiting the museum...
met up wif miao yue at raffles mrt...we went to the museum..(not becoz we loVe history..!) hah.. we nd to do a short report on the southeast asia section...
while we were walking to the museum...i tink there is a siao uncle...haha...we walked pass him...den he shouted "WA!"...haha...after walking further away from him..he shouted again...so scary...lol...
ok..finally...we were inside the museum..its quite dark in there...cant really see what i m writing...haha...(ya...& i mean we r taking noteZ!...)...haha...i tink thats my 1st time doing that...used to juz walk here walk there when i visited any museums wif sch...haa... & of course...i took fotos of the stuff in there...for us to rem wat i haf seen....
& we saw 2 guys from nus too...we dunno them though...but they walked up to us & asked us...i guess its bocoz we r taking notez ba...so muz be doing the same project...haa....& they r blurred too...lol...all of us haf no idea wat we r doing there....haha...
gg to watch "the maid" at 9.15pm later wif my sis & mum...haha...but i m really tired now sia...
miao is more ke lian la...she is tired too ...but she stil haf lecture at 6pm...
ok..i tink i haf to go read some notez...den eat my dinner..bath & muz set off to watch the movie liao....
bye...
~kaRen~
Karen/Patricia [9/01/2005 10:00:00 AM]
hooray...! tanks to every1 whu had celebrated my birthdae...!!
went out wif pat & hsin yu yest...noe ya guys r busy...but u still make time for mi...really appreciate it..!
we went to cafe cartel to eat...& suprisingly, we can juz sit & chat there till 2++ hrs....lol...we haf gt so many things to tok about...haha....i haf always enjoy gg out wif the 2 of u...always so comfortable & relaxing... =)
by the way...the clothes u guys bought for mi r really nice...! i haf tried it..& fits mi perfectly...i will wear it k...plus both tops make mi look slim...haha..(most impT factor...!)...lol...
pat's top looks nice & elegant while hsinyu's 1 look simple, casual & sporty... tanks guy...
hsinyu..of course we din 4get ur birthdae too! haha...got ya a t shirt too..! hope u like it...pat choose 1....lol...but i trust her taste la....haha..
ok...haf been celebrating my birthdae...quite tired though...but v happi...!
at least its so much happier den last yr..when i celebrated wif 'him'....ok..dun tok bout him...haha...
tanks for every1 whu haf sms mi to wish mi happy birthdae too....plus those (wing, jason & qin yuan) whu had sent mi birthdae cards....tanks a lot..!
i really enjoed my birthdae this yr...u guys r awesome...! muackz..!
~kArEn~
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