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*_Dear beloved diary, ......
*_i've been missing a boy so much day after day.
*_i almost dream of him everyday.
*_when`eva i saw him, my heart gonna drop out.
*_do this..... counted as.... love?...... please give me the answer...sigh.
*_i guess.... im in love with love him.
*_im waiting for his call day after day... ... ...
*_im gonna freeze from the coldness he gave me.
*_is he gonna be there forr me? sighh.. .. .. ...
... ... .. from, Karen n Patricia... Enjoy!
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Karen/Patricia [5/29/2005 11:50:00 PM]
hee...
today is quite a busy for me sia... Went to PA to dance from 9 plus to 1.. wah kao s0 hungry after the dance so chong home and eat (cause mama got do prayer....) then it was also raining so heavily lor...
Later went out to meet HSIN YU and KAREN out for a movie with my younger sister.... To watch the cartoon,Madagascar.... haha.. the show was quite funny but it was just too short so not very nice for me... hee... but anyway,i do enjoy the show... haha... but before the show... we went to take neoprints! Haha...the effect turn out to be nice sia... and they keep on praising my sis lor (L00king cute and l00k photogenic)..... and n0t me! s0bby! haha....
after the whole movie,we went to FEI CUI to mummum... hmm.... the food not bad lah. but dunno y i do think it is a bit salty and maybe tok to much liao... that's y can't finish the food.... and that karen ar... keep taking my NATURAL LOOK! so irritating... aiya, you an lian me say lah... no need to take my pics secretly right... hai~ haha....
anyway, it has been great going out with you guys! (i do think that karen and hsin yu got "FU QI" look leh... after looking at the neoprints and photos....) SORRIE JAS0N!!!!!!
Anyway cya.... G0t t0 wait f0r a little while f0r my hair t0 dry...NITEY!
Karen/Patricia [5/28/2005 01:07:00 PM]
hee...
It has been a l0ng time since i bl0g sia~ S0 s0rrie....
g0ing t0 june lia0.. but i have yet t0 recieve NTU's letter. Hai~ sian. Well, anyway i have make my decision. W0rst c0me t0 w0rst, i am g0ingt0 accept NUS' 0ffer t0 c0mputing. Thr0ugh is my " SI XUE ", i will still accept it... hm... at least i am able t0 learn new skills! haha....
hm... last m0n went t0 k-b0x with karen and her frens (i think i kn0w m0st 0f her frens!) anyway, think i have changed my apperance quite al0t sia... Sh0rt reb0nded hair! haha.... after these few weeks 0f g0ing t0 yishun t0 be ppl's m0del... this is finally my final hairstyle sia~ haha... actually the modelling part has been quite fun also... n0 need t0 d0 anything... just sit there and let ppl t0 ka jia0 y0ur hair~~haha... but then is quite tiring, b0red and waste time also.... BUT is a gd deed! haha...
haha... went to the sale last week too.... but i 0nly b0ught a jacket f0r w0rk... karen b0ught two 3/4 sleeve shirt l0r... (s0 h0t l0r... still wear 3/4 ~ !!) but then the design of the 3/4 are really quite nice.... s0 n0t bad als0... haha....
w00h00....
think i am really getting 0ld.... been seeing my frens off from CPF..... haha... and i am still w0rking there... ( but n0t bad als0 since i have a j0b in hand!) at first is karen and her frens joining in... later they went off.... f0ll0wed by jas0n and lynn.... then later i saw eileen w0rking here with mingqi... n0w i think eileen left liao... xinyu is also w0rking near my place... then every evening we will meet t0 take bus h0me (S0me0ne t0 acc0mpany me f0r an h0ur j0urney h0me, haha... thanxs!) but then n0w, sch reopen lia0... then n00ne can pei me lia0... s0bby!
tml... g0ing 0ut with karen and xinyu (me = light bulb again!).... t0 watch the cartoon! Mag.... (dunn0 h0w t0 spell)... haha.... s0rrie leh karen, "hai ni pei da (bruises sia!)!" haha...
oh ya.... if any0ne is free this c0ming wed... d0 let me 0r karen kn0ws.... haha...
Pat~ zia ci!
Karen/Patricia [5/22/2005 05:41:00 PM]
yea!!! went to sale tis morning at 10.15am....wah...it starts at 10am ...yet when i reach there at ard 10.30am..the place is alady packed wif ppl...the carpark is also full...sIngaPoreaNs!! (of course tat includes mi la...haha...)
tat sale is v near my hse...near kovan that area... :P
its v fantAstic sale worZ..!! got fox, G2000, U2, nIke, toPman & topsHop... :P
i bought 2 tops from fox...plus 1 man's top for my bro...(i good hor..hee..)
i juz luv tat 2 tops i bought...its beautiful.... yeah~~ & the best part is tat i bought at a v loW price....hee...i sld haf bought those tops at ard 60 bucks...but i only bought only for 24 bucks....cheap till siao arh...hahah...
actually i wanna buy a pair of jeans at 23 bucks (original price:$69)...but dun haf my size...all v bIg size..... (or izzit i slim...whahahahahahah.....puKe...!)...haha...
btw...i was scared by caTs yest nite...sobz..... i was walking back home...den the path there was rather quiet pLus darK lo...so i walk & walk & walk...& suddenly i saw a cat beside mi....! i was kanna shocked by it....& i started to walk fast...
but dunno whY...i haf a feeling tat the cat is looking at mi...so i turned back...& ya..its true!!! it was looking at mi...oh No..! i was really scared lo... & suddenly...the cat started walking towards mi...haiz...of course i started to walk even faster...haiz...& the cat started to chase after mi.... *sobz*....
den i walked really fast....hoping to be faster den the cat...but...the cat ran beside mi...i nearly cried.... haha.....& it blocked my way...!! ran in front of mi... sadded!! den i U-turn....& i got another shocked...another cat is rigHt behind mi...haiz....
& this time i really run a bit....haiz....a terrrible experience...esp. at nite....
k la...i no time to write anymore le...haf to go le...gg for dinner...is my ahma's birthdae!!
bye..~
enjoy the public holi tml...(i gg to ktv...yea)~~~
~karEn~
Karen/Patricia [5/21/2005 10:15:00 PM]
wEnt to Nus open hSe wif miao yue, liyin & limin (new fren) todae..for the arts faculty...its was alrite la...but after the various talks...i m rather in a confused state...sld i really take sociology???? or sld i take social work???
i really dunno lehz...coz to take sociology is really gg to be a great challenge....my english haf to be good...& i mean Vey vEry gOood....!!
but my eng is not..haiz...tats the problem which is holding mi back now....dunno la...nd more time to tink bout it....
anyWay...saw a few frenz at nUs todae...from jc, workplace & even sec sch...! i saw mei mei...really long din see her le...still as pretty as b4... :P
after the open hse..went orchard wif my frenz & we went home at ard 7 plus...reach home at ard 8pm.. btw...saw jamie yeo at heeren...& fiona as well...a sexy babE..!! she appears prettier den on tv... *wEe wee*... hee....tink she was hosting her variety show---> 'hao se er ren zu'.....
guEss wat...i was approach by some1 whu asked mi if i m interested in being a freelance model anot...hahahha....so funny....i even asked the person.."do u tink i can be a model???" haha...look at mi la...no height, no looks, no figure...hahah.........
erm...ok la...i tink i sld go play my mu online le la...long time din play le....muz go lvl up..
btw... when is the last time patricia blog arhh?????? seems like is in apRil hor???????? haha....she so lazy to blog.....
~kAren~
Karen/Patricia [5/20/2005 12:00:00 AM]
yoyo...juz came back home not long ago..is feeling rather tired now...the tout of working tml is juz so sianz...
anyway...went out wif marvin & shangfu juz now..went to Ps for dinner at thai express...haf a nice chat wif them..(mainly is i do the toking...& u all muz be tired of listening to my story rite..?? but tanks for listening...i wil try my best to 4get him.. =p) haha...
after dinner..marvin suggested gg for a movie..but i sae it is too late la..tml still haf to work & gonna wake up at 6.30am...siAnx... pluS...my block got ppl jumped down...!! oh No...!!! (so dun wan to go home too late)..
tats so terriBle...some more he was an old man...i feel so sad for him......an old man sld be enjoying his life now instead of ending his own life...haiz...
and he jumped down directly at the columm where i'm staying...so scary...den marvin & shangfu wanna send mi back home la...but i sae no nd la..i noe they r tired oso...so they sen mi to hougang mrt lo..den i took bus home...tanks for accompanying..
its the 1st time my heart is beating so fast when i took the bus home...den i alight & saw mani ppl standing ard plus policemen..the body is stil there..luckily its covered....
heng arh..went out todae or else i might haf seen everything...my sis was waiting for a bus when this old man jumped & she saw his face.........
anyWay..dun worry ah fu..u din neglected my feelings when u all were playing arcade...its ok wif mi...i long time din go arcade le...so todae go is quite fun lo.. :)
erm..nice to meet up wif u guys & would be nice if we can meet up again next time... =P
*yAwnZ*
wanna zzZz le...haha...
bye..good Nitez...~
~kArEn in drEamlaNd..~
Karen/Patricia [5/18/2005 07:00:00 PM]
pat..!! where u take up ur dance arh?? i mayb gg to learn yoga or aerobics dance wif my sis's fren.. =)
~so xcited...!! hee...
erm..yup..ktv is onz on mondae..jason low sae can lo.. =) den we can sing le..!! yea~
den let mi noe if u can go dinner tml nite k..if u dun go i oso sianz...haha...but i wont force u to go k..haha..
we go out next wk wif hsin yu..? i told him we not free this wk..bout the movie u sae..i tink its quite funny & cute..i dun mind watching it.. :)
haha..seems like we r busy eh...hahah...
i wanna call up a tuition agency...wanna teach tuition for primary sch kids...dun dare to take too high lvl 1... haha...
got lobang muz intro mi kk..hee...tanks.. =P
hmmm...why muz he msg mi yest lehz...msg a lot a lot..& it ended up mi feeling v sad again..haiz...
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [5/17/2005 10:02:00 PM]
haha..finally arh..! the letter is here..! :)
i really couldn't believe my eyes...is it true??
yeah yeah~..its from nus.. =P
a letter of acceptance from nus arts & social science..!
*so happi*...tanks to all the frenz whu had encouraged & cheered mi during tat long awaiting period..
at least its like a big big rock lifted off my chest..!
erm..i sld count myself lucky getting into this course... :P.. coz i heard tat a lot more ppl whu scored better den mi cant get in lehz... so heng arh...! haha..mayb its becoz of tat interview i went to ba... ^^
as for pat..i hope tat u can oso enter the course tat u wan k..best if we r in the same uni.. :P
erm..now i only hope tat more frenz can enter into the same course as mi..den we can go sch together & even share hostel..haha...but now hostel is so expensive..1.2k for each semester lehz...! (tats wat my sis fren sae lah)..
& now i m trying to find more ppl to go to the talk on arts & social sci tis sat...
k la..i gg to play mu online le...gg to lvl up soon... :P
bye~
nitez..swt dreamZ..!
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [5/14/2005 08:05:00 AM]
yea..todae is saturday.. no nd to work.. :)
but why do i still wake up so early in the morning leh...aiyo...todae no work lehz...i sld haf slp til 10 plus lo..but wake up at 7.20am...haha...
nvm la.. 'zhao shui zhao qi sheng ti hao...!' haha..
suddenly i miss a lot of ppl...miss a lot of frenz...i wanna go meet them some dae...! everyday work till so sianz le...muz find 1 dae to meet up wif them ... =P
pat..hsin yu sae he haven watch house of wax la...so we can go watch... :P
i oso miss hsin yu (my daddy) a lot...hmmm.....i tink i haven seen him for 8-9 months le lehz....so long le...
i heard my fren sae tat cathay din increase their tickets fee lehz...dunno izzit true...but if its really true...den tats gd...next time can go cathay watch movie... =)
juz met up wif my buddy in sec sch to gif her a belated birthdae.. & is really glad to find back the feelings between us back then..its stil so comfortable to be wif her... =P
so yiling..jia you!..no matter wat happens in ur life..stAy strong..& i wil always be there for ya k... i'm juz a few numbers away & even a fEw blocks away...haha..so juz gif mi a call when u nd mi..& i wil fly over to ur hse... :)
working is so sianz...feel like changing..but no easy to find 1 oso la...no work means no income lehz...haha...
toking bout income...wah...i deal wif a case yesterdae...there is this guy whu earns more den 700k per yr...which means he earn abt 60k per moNth..wOw...!!!!! i tink even if i work for 10 yrs down the road...i stil wont earn as much as this person...lol...
anyWay..i wanna change fone..but really dunno wat fone i wan lehz...& my present fone is giving mi lots of trouble...cant hear properly..cant sms properly...diao~
hope tat there wil be promotions soon...haha...den can get better & cheaper fones.. =)
ok..i gg off now le...wanna go play maplestory..haha....another game i started playing...not as violent as mu...hahah...
bye..
haf a nice weekend~
~kaReN~
Karen/Patricia [5/10/2005 08:46:00 PM]
hi..
i really dunno wat to type now..coz i m so depressed til i dun feel like doing anything....haiz...
my mind is juz too occupied wif it now...since last nite when i received a call...
when wil it be my turn...?? my turn to receive tat pRecIous lettEr...!
mr postman..can u be faster..?plz... my fate is in ur hands...
the long days r killing mi...the feeling of being kept in suspension...tinking if i wil receive the letter todae?? & wat course wil i get.....??
oh gosh...some1 plz help...plz console mi by telling mi many ppl oso haven receive it...haiz....(though i m juz lying to myself)...
wil i get into the course i wan?? will i...?!?
i really haf no idea...
juz hope tat the interview i went to wil help mi to get a place there ba...i sld haf try even harder tat time..
~*pray hard..*
sinking into DePressioN mooD...~
..........................................................
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [5/07/2005 07:35:00 PM]
erm...nth to do todae..was staying at home...actually wanna meet marvin they all...but every1 was like not free..so cancelled lo...den mayb meet next wk ba...its ok la...marvin owe mi big big ice kachang..he sae wil treat mi next time...remember hor..marvin....hee...
so stay at home to watch vcd...(not a bad idea lehz..).. i seldom got time to watch coz everyday work...den return home watch channel 8...so no time...only weekends can watch..
now watching 'zhang shen'...by zai zai & Da S..quite a nice show...coz got shuai ge...haha...so shuai... :P...another 2 more episodes den finish the whole show le... after tat got another set of vcd waiting for mi...haha..
den marvin intro mi private mu...an online game..juz tat its different from the original mu game..but i dun tink i wil play there la..coz the resolution not clear lehz...so sld be still playing the old 1 ba...now lv 68 le... :)
i tink i 'pms' juz now..haha...was feeling rather down...haiz..saw my fren blog..den feel tat friendship is so fake...tell mi 1 thing...but in the end is another...haiz...dun haf to lie..juz sae the truth & dun find excuses..nvm..dun wanna care anymore..
tink bout uni oso...hai..
haiz...'he' came back to my mind again...haiz...so stupid of mi to tink of him again... =(
guyZ..i haf been trying hard these 6 mths...i m really ok le..i tink of him as a fren..tinking hw is he now..haiz..but i definitely wont sms him...he is tat kind whu if i msg him..he wil tink tat i care for him & wil find chances to ask mi out again..sianz...but i nv agree at all..not even once..i cant bring myself to see him..not even hearing his voice..so i juz hope tat i wont see him on the streets if i go out..ok la..dun tok bout him le..
i juz went for cls outing on 2nd may...we haf fun there....after movie went to play pool...as usual..i sat there & watched lo...haha...we watched divergence.. =p... the tickets are suppose to be 9.50 bucks each...den becoz we got a lot of ppl...den the auntie sae she charge us 7.50 bucks each...yeah~~...mayb she find us babes & hunks la....lol....*puke*...
i wanna buy new hp...nokia 6170...nice?? izzit v man?? lol...but my fone is giving mi trouble lehz..siAnz...
tml is mothers' day... :P.. gg my ahma hse there to celebrate...yeah..! can see all my small cousins....finally can gif them the cute pencils i bought for them long ago... :)
gtg le..bye..
haf a nice weekend..
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [5/06/2005 07:00:00 PM]
yeah..its friday again.. :P ...finally can rest over the weekends.. :)
my department juz recruited bout 7 ppl...tats good lehz..coz our workload can den be spread to more ppl..haha...
went for dinner wif my ex-colleague yesterdae..we went to magic wok(a thai restaurant) at novena square...i ate thai style pineapple rice..(thai express better..haha)
erm..glad to meet up yea..coz miss her a lot...
anyway...the interview is quite sucKy..ask a lot a lot of qns....i went in for 15 mins...& its was quite discouraging & demoralising...ask mi wat type of books i read..? do u wan to be a professional dancer? wat do u wan to study? & 1 really suCky qn...: ur chi is better den ur eng...do u tink it wil pose a problem for u??? u nd to be persuasive in ur area of studies....
haiz...sianx..really wanna get out of the room at that pt of time..haha...
pluS i tink my portfolio is the thinnest...siAnz...but nvm..at least i gif it a tRy..no reGretS..~
heard tat nTu sen out the 2nd batch of letterS le..hope i can get mine soon...*pRay hArd*..
today LK called my mum & told her bout her daughter being accepted in Ntu...siAnX...tats y my mum kip asking mi todae... wat can i do...i only try to avoid the qn lo...haiz..
i wanna go watch Ah Wang le... byE~
~kArEn~
Karen/Patricia [5/02/2005 10:26:00 PM]
hee...
i am in a good mood today sia~ though my NTU/ NUS confirmation is not here yet...
hm... well,yesterday went to PA to dance. Oh my god, when my teacher told us that we will be dancing hip-hop i was like ... GOSH! haha... got to put EXTRA EXTRA effort liao... Hip-hop is really my "die blood". Siao liao... haha... everyone there will like so pro in hip-hop. Only me, struggling with my step and trying all my best to make my dance steps look hip! haha... hai~~ hopeless! haha.. got to practise my steps everyday and look at the mirror while dancing so that i wun look like a "HIp-Hop" idiot! shitty!
well, anyway, i finally bought my FAV phone! (nokia 7270)! whahaha... Finally!!! Oh my god! i am so happy... hhaa... but got to be extra careful with the phone.. if not my $$ will FLY! haha...
aiyo... then when i went home this evening, my house was like 100 yrs older! The stupid ceiling dropped! what the...! hai~~ cause my neighbour living above us was having a BIG renovation... and there goes the ceiling... starting from a little crack to a big crack and finally with the whole thing dropped down from the ceiling.... haha.. sian... hope the contractor can repair asap!!!
Hope my sis can come back faster home and i shall show her my new phone! yeah!
niteY~
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